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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Mixed emotions.


Had our Graduation Day earlier on. Its just a few more weeks and it marks the end of my Secondary school life's journey. Of course, its a life-experiencing one. 4 years definitely passed really quickly. Yes, i will miss how life always seems so complex, though fun at times. Of course my friends over there! Awesome bunch of people. Yes, and this includes you. Allow me to drift off for a little. Yea, you're right. I saw you all along. In fact, you're appearing almost anywhere i go. Classrooms, canteen, corridors, yes i did see you. However, it takes courage for me to approach you. You are one completely different person now, its just like, approaching a stranger that you've once met, someone that you thought you knew, but yet everything just feels so unrealistic and unfamiliar. And that's how im seeing things now. I told myself i've moved on, i will find my way out and lead a better life from that day onwards. In fact i'm trying! First step to that is to distant myself from you. Yes, i treated you harshly, coldly, differently. Sometimes you just pissed me off, but sometimes i just want you to get the hang of my intentions and move on. Its hard for you, but if i can do it. Why can't you ? You are making yourself miserable everyday, you are telling me how depressed you are. But i can't do a shit abt it do y'know ? I do feel guilty, for having to make you turn out in this state. I know, i'm partly at fault too. I'm sorry.. You experience shits and life goes on. I believe you will find your way out of the darkness and see the way out of the tunnel soon alright (: Stay strong and move on my friend! Cheers.